Thursday, March 13th

ok, Thursday was one of those days for me, actually this was a crazy week. Nate was busy every night this week, so we were a little off and then my brother and his family came to see us on tuesday so that was a busy but very fun time. We had our first ladies meeting since I have been here on Thursday night so I was gearing up for that, and my to do list kept growing and was adding some stress to my brain, I had a semi-melt down on Thursday afternoon with one of the ladies on staff at our new Church....oops, it is kind of early to be letting anyone see a melt down, I mean we have only been here a few weeks, those should probably wait until we at least reach the six month marker, but oh, well...it happened. Blame it on what you want to blame it on....stress, being too tired, having a busy week, the anticipation of my baby being 5 the next day...who knows but none the less there it was staring me in the face like an ugly zit on your nose on prom night. so I was driving home and kind of still melting as I went...a few tears would trickle down my face every once in a while....and I am listening to Christian Radio, one of my favorite past times I might add, and what does our wonderful God do for me, He lets the DJ play one of the songs that ALWAYS makes me think of my mom..."LEGACY" by Nicole Nordeman...wow, what a loving and faithful God we serve...He once again proved himself to me and his unending Love for me and His protection of me and my oh so tender heart. Thank you God for putting your arms around me on Thursday, letting me cry, and telling me it was all going to be allright, I felt as if He was saying "go ahead and cry a little, and heal a little and then go and do my work...." so I did just that, I sat in my driveway and had a good cry, then I got out of the car and went and got my self ready to go and do the Lord's work and what a wonderful time we had...a very rewarding night with lots to look forward to in the future at First Baptist~Medina...Can't wait to see all God has in store for this ministry....It's gonna be a fun ride.